Im awake right now.. Cant sleep, its too late to call any body and I just wanted to type this out… need to get it out.
The other day i was on the phone with my sister and we were talking about jewelry that nana had given us a long time ago. I have 2 rings and thought i would change them into necklaces or something. the rings a bit big and not sure if i really like them. One of them is pretty but the stone is big.... My sister didn't like that idea of changing them and told me to wear one for a week and maybe I would like it.
Tonight, I was about to go to bed and thought.. oh i should put on that ring. I also saw a bracelet that Pop had given me when I was in high school.. says.. to ida, love pop. So i decided i would put that on too. The ring didn't look so bad and just needs to be cleaned though.. I thought i just might keep it on.
I looked at the time and it was 11:30pm. Gia woke up for a second and let out a lil cry/groan. i thought.. oh boy here we go.. Going to be a rough night again but she went right back to sleep. I also thought of nana.. Wondered if gia was dreaming of her.. and I also thought (not even kidding here) it would be weird if nana had passed right now.. and I have on her ring. I went to bed with the ring on just for this night.
around 12am.. the phone rings .. its my mother to tell me that Nana had passed and had passed peacefully. We all knew it was going to be in the next couple of days.. just wasn't sure when. Im in a state of shock! But I had to ask my mom…. i said to her , hope you don't mind me asking but do you know what time she passed.. my mom said.. around 11:30pm!!!! this is NO lie!!!! Im a bit freaked out.. but at the same time its like nana was here. Wanting me to put on that ring!
This ring is staying with me forever!!!
Love you Nana!! The ring is BEAUTIFUL!!!! Will miss you very much!
I made this the very next day.
http://www.rockyou.com/show_my_gallery2.php?instanceid=98285220
With all my love!
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