There is this SOAR scholarship that
MeRa has put together. It is an amazing opportunity but i cant help myself to think
im not good enough.
You were to make a 2 min video. it was suggested that you record yourself in the video but not required. I did not do this. Not sure why, maybe shyness? also the application had a few questions and i
couldnt think of a thing to write. Part of me wanted to go back and redo my video and application, but the other part
didnt and so i
didnt. THEN it was.. do i submit it?!! after all this work.. do i send it in.
as
im watching all the videos being submitted, my confidence gets smaller and smaller. Again, how can i compare to these talented women. Most of them have been doing this for a while! how could I even apply when i just got into this 5 months ago? The photos these women shared are awesome!! I wish i could capture what they did. A lot of them are very artistic and
thats what
im drawn to and want to capture. I just
dont feel that my photos compare to these talented women.
Well, even though i have all these doubts and questions i submitted it any way. (still waiting for it to show up on her website) Part of me feels like a fool and not sure why.... so here we go....
The video i sent in................
So now we wait to see who the 3 lucky women are to receive such a great gift!!